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was just looking thru my immersion pix. actually they were quite badly taken. ah ya. so sad. my hp pix look even better than cam ones. sigh. nvm, got alot of pix with Tsai Hsiu... wait for her to send it to me.
haiz.someone asked me why i nv consider a relationship. again. hahaha. here we go again. let's not discuss that topic? The fact is. i dun really noe why la. just... don tink i am ready for any sort of real commitment bah. like... i don wan to hurt anybody and i don wanna be hurt too, ya? like at least, not again! =I But of cuz its every girl's dream to be loved, looked after and everything. But... i guess... aiya... i really dunno. i give up. This thingy is the most complicated thing i've ever come across with. It's so simply... complicated. And den its not as if i have someone who loves me anyways. Or even likes me. ah. sighz. such a depressing fact. Oh. and u know, now i understand how alot of girls feel when someone they like is very close to another girl. In case u dunno, it's a really awful feeling. Even though there really might be nothing going on la, which is in most of the cases, actually. And its worse if that girl is ur fren. But u wont understand how another feel unless u feel it yourself anyways. And guys might never understand. so nvm. And i realise the best policy is to shut up and just bear with it. No point broadcasting how sad u feel anyways. no cure. and people don really care. And u're stressing up people and making someone feel guilty. haha. hey not bad. 15 days i learnt so much... dunno whether i should be happy. or sad. afterall... being ignorant of these knots would make life much happier and... less knotty. hah. how did i get on this stupid topic again? sheesh. i'm going to sleep. maybe knots will go away after one night of rest. Joyce at 11:24 PM
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